Life continues
5/14/06 ~ Mother's Day
Char and I ran the reverse of the loop. We actually didn't think we'd make the 6 miles but managed to surprise ourselves. It's Mothers Day and the first for Char without Carl. It does not matter and so difficult to explain what this day means. I wanted to go see my own mom but felt the connection to be closer to home. Life - no bad days ~ no regrets! Seems so easy and yet very difficult.
5/15/06 Monday last book group meeting for the 2005-2006 year. Officers have been decided and summer reading lists need to be shared. Where did this year go?!
5/20/06 - 5/21/06 -
10 months. Again it is all about these dates. We plan so much around different events and yet these dates creep up on us and the sadness continues. It's almost a year and yet the pain is still so raw and close to all of us. When do we wake up and not think is this nightmare really happening. I am amazed at how well Char continues to go on - each and every day when who knows if any of us could do the same. I need her motivation to keep me going to know that these milestones are important and this is our goal! Char says we need to run further each weekend and than - - - it doesn't happen because of endurance, breathing and whether we have it in us "this morning"! But we do it and that is what truly matters - we get out there and run - escape from reality.
10 months - we put one foot in front of the other - go on in his honor. No bad days - no regrets!
Carl ~ we miss you more than ever!
